I touch your hand I touch your face.

So lovely is this sensation.

I hear your voice but it sounds so hallow when it reaches my brain.

No emotion.

No feeling.

None of the hole of what I feel for you.

It’s as if you exist but not here.

No one sees you.

No one feels you but I do.

Why dose no one see you but me?

And why is it that only in my deepest despair that you speak?

Only when I am in deepest depths of depression do we talk to each other.

Only in this pit of self-pity do we converse.

Is it that you are in my mind?

And I only see you with my minds eye?

Or are you even really there my secret lover?